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Sunday, 7 September 2014 // 11:06:00 am I just realised those 3 titles put together somewhat makes sense ^^" That was unintentional because it's all different things. So d33p haha. Labels: *, Reference to self Monday, 28 July 2014 // 1:03:00 am Punchline: "Will you not eat if you're scared of getting fat? No? Then it's the same thing" Labels: Reference to self Wednesday, 18 June 2014 // 2:50:00 am yeah...so back to being not okay~ Labels: Reference to self Thursday, 29 May 2014 // 1:44:00 am Having cold feet is just not fun Also doing work on the couch is also a terrible idea, all I did was fall asleep the whole time LOL Important things Soon, another word unkept So...my skin has started reacting to something and I'm not sure what it is...it's itchy though.. and it's all spotty and bumpy on my legs and a bit on my stomach...AM I DISEASED D: Hope it goes away soon. Excuse such an ugly leg.  HOLY CRAP IT STINGS A LOT WHEN I TRIED TO MOISTURISE TT___TT Perks of having sensitive skin. IT BURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRNS Allnighter here I come. Which is the worst thing ever because I have things on tomorrow..I'm going to end up falling asleep on whatever chair I sit on. Labels: Reference to self Monday, 12 May 2014 // 8:49:00 am Far out this kid =____= who the heck has 4 alarms, one at 6 then 6.30, 7, 7.30, when they only need to get up at 9 and then falls back asleep and snores heaps for an hour zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. AND CEEBS TURNING THE ALARM OFF AT 6 GOSH. How does it feel to have the restriction lifted, to have one less person to worry about. Feels good doesn't it? Well that's how I imagine it to be. That's how it was suppose to work in my head. Relief? For me right now, I don't know, maybe a little. I have to hold off playing WildStar ugh. I think I need to stay away from tumblr for a bit too, it's way too... it's like feeding me terrible thoughts and making me bitter.' I always tell others you need to take care of yourself before you even think about caring for others because how are you suppose to do anything right if you yourself aren't in the right place. There is no way you can give love to others and provide that support properly without loving yourself because you only hurt others for not having self worth when they value you so much. I need to follow through with my own advice for once. Woooow I just watched the movie Drive. It was so amazing, the cinematography was brilliant and I really liked the music! Man Ryan Gosling and Carey Mulligan, much love. The violence was a little graphic but nothing I couldn't handle. So yeah a really really great action/crime/thriller movie. Into my favourites it goes. Labels: Reference to self Wednesday, 7 May 2014 // 9:02:00 am Remember in an old post, I must have made it back in March and I said I was 'obsessed' with 2 people and really wanted to be friends with them xD Yes I'm a shallow, but anyways. SUCCESS like 7 weeks later lol. I'm officially friends with Edrea LOL and I hardly know her and I already love her much xD She's just one or those people with the cutest face and voice and super girly and her style is so nice and it you just want to hug her and pinch her checks. #notcreepyatall. She's so sweet my goodness she's like what people use to describe me as, like innocent, pure, bubbly and all that except on a whole other level, a lot higher level. So us interesting to see someone who is similar to how people use to perceive me as. She has a boyffy! That lucky guy. I've been playing a lot more normals lately and I'm kind of getting back into it. Obviously I'm still not that good but I've been enjoying it more now. Since I began playing normals again I've been playing with all these different people from uni like I don't play either the tech group very often and I played a few games with them which was fun, and then I played with another group from psych and to didn't feel out of place at all when I was in call with them :D They're such a hilarious bunch ^^ Like we all friggin laughed over a friggin grapefruit because Dan called me a grapefruit for whatever reason and someone said something and I don't even know we just cracked up :') Currently in desperate need of a tissue because my right nostril is turning into a waterfall OH I forgot to blog about yesterday's psych camp meet up! It was so nice seeing everyone and I caught up with a few people and I don't know just happy happy day. aaah virtually in bed with these people lols   Labels: Reference to self Why.
Monday, 28 April 2014 // 4:06:00 pm Labels: Reference to self Stuck outside my house.
Tuesday, 8 April 2014 // 12:35:00 am What do I do when the only open door left has been closed again and this time around shut so tightly. Sitting with him on the train felt sooooo...not nostalgic but looking at his face closely, it really hasn't changed one bit and you can still hear a little bit of his old voice. Intriguing. So...... 
Forgot to bring my keys and no-one's home.....Oh well at least I can still get the wifi outside
Hello view for the next I don't know how long. I guess this is better than seeing the laundry consisting of underwear and bras all day. 
You know that feeling, when you start regularly texting someone new. Like hello newly secured friend. LOL. It's a good thing, it just hasn't happened to me in so long so now that it's happening I'm like whoa what do, how to react, LOL. I'm too noob and been too anti-social and introverted for this xD You what I'm also scared of, like using these things with new people I meet xD 8) :P :L :D D: Like an excessive amount. Sometimes I get worried people judge me for using emotes lol, so when I find someone who does it as much as I do it's like WEEEEEEEEEEE WELCOME HELLO I LOVE YOU :D Kekekekekeke
Someone who can explain it better than myself, reference to self, Labels: Reference to self Monday, 7 April 2014 // 9:18:00 am Um....so....something happened this morning...I'm not going to say it yet, otherwise it will bring attention to it, unless someone notices, I'm not saying anything, because yeah, self conscious child I am. In about 3 months I'll be able to laugh about it So... Tony Abbot is planning on taking away the Goods and Services Tax break from fruit and vegetables which means they'll increase the price of fruit and vegetables by 10-15%. I don't friggin understand the logic to that. AS IF BLUEBERRIES AREN'T EXPENSIVE ENOUGH ALREADY. I just realised I felt so badass today, in the way I dressed. Wasn't much, just my black kingdom hearts t-shirt tucked into my jeans and then khaki green jacket over the top and black vans. I even wore makeup today. But yeah, dress to make yourself feel good. It feels good. I got home in less than an hour today. Miracle Day 27. 
No shame. I'm wearing this to sleep and to uni tomorrow again and probably everyday after until I get on UNSW love letters complaining how dirty I am for wearing the same shirt everyday, I don't know how that works but OHOHOHOHO MY LOVE! IDC
Trip down memory lane
   
Time to stay at the library again all day tomorrow and Wednesday -_- and I thought I had escaped...
Labels: Reference to self, silence Tuesday, 1 April 2014 // 4:11:00 pm WAHAHAHAHAHA I MET HIM TODAY! Well...remet him? Anyways seeing him in real life, HE REALLY HASN'T CHANGED AT ALL! HE'S STILL ROUND. The only difference is that he's taller than me now haha. Oh man, hello x) Maaaaan hello state library, it has been a while. Aaaaah the memories. WOO The International Court of Justice finally upheld Australia's case to ban Japanese 'scientific programs' whaling! Woohoo go Australia :D Pfft the Japanese were in 'deep disappointment'.
Intense study sesh with this boob. Jokes all he has been doing is go on Facebook :P
And be weird.
Lol now he's watching chaox play on the Ultra Rapid Fire mode haha. DO YOUR WERK!
Sigh riot why did you have to come up with this when I have work to do. Riot pliss. I hate you. Wow it has been 3 weeks. 03/10 Even though it can easily change and certain situations can rule it out, it's so cute, when someone is at that stage where they think they'll potentially like someone. When you're interested in someone. It's a weird stage because nothing is set in stone yet, you don't know if you like the person, but you can, and then you start to get to know them, pick up the little things they do, remember the things they do, you'll find their name becomes part of your daily vocabulary and then eventually before you know it, you've already fallen, deep. Well this is only cute if that other person is interested obviously, reciprocate or a change of heart doesn't occur, but you know as you said, we'll see. Day 21 Ehehe "HELO" What an enthusiastic greeting. 
I'm so tired of this...but I can't complain D: I mean, it's just reading =_= mmmmmmmmmmmm :(
I can't even concentrate, there are possums and bats out there making a ruckus -_- There's too much noise whenever I'm home. From outside and from the room next to me because sound travels through thin walls. Eugh I might as well do what I use to do and go to libraries so I can focus better. Maybe I should go tomorrow and thursday... I guess I can stay at UNSW library, don't have to go to state everytime, but I don't know, something about UNSW library bothers me...hmmm well it closes at 8.30pm so I guess I'll stay around until then. I NEED TO. YEP ok. Decided.
I don't know what my sister is listening/ watching but it's making the wall vibrate....Also she said OMG MY LIFE IS COMPLETE! Wonder what LoL achievement she made OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I JUST DID AHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAKLJADSHFLSDKJFHAHHAHAHAHASDKJFHASKDJFHASDLKHJDKSHFAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.Haaaa I'll definitely regret this xD oooh. Much change personality wise. Much MUCH change. Good change though. hehe man, I have found I LOVE CATCHING UP WITH PEOPLE. I'm so sick of fb, but I need fb chat LOL I've been using it so much more lately.  Labels: Reference to self Sunday, 23 March 2014 // 7:05:00 pm So I watched two movies today, Dallas Buyers Club and The Wolf of Wall Street. Dallas Buyers Club omg the amount of weight Matthew McConaughey and Jared Leto lost to look like that must have been insane, and gee Jared Leto even shaved his eyebrows but how did he even grow those back...I thought it's like when you trim your eyelashes they don't grow back :L Also how is fair that Jared Leto looks so pretty as a woman. AND HIS HAIR THE OSCARS FAR OUT better luscious hair than most girls geez. Also I only just realised today I've been pronouncing his name wrong. I've always been saying Jared Leeeto, like bee, when it's suppose to be Leto like pencil lead 'e' ahhh well. Now The Wolf of Wall Street....uhhhhh, I wasn't bothered by the fact that there was so much nudity or swearing, it's just that it wasn't really necessary, a lot of the scenes and narration they didn't really need...It was...ehhhh personally meh. It wasn't bad but it wasn't great either mmmm. Definitely don't think it would have been worth to watch it in the cinemas, I would have come out of the cinemas like O________O okay. That Jonah Hill part though LOL the scene leading up to it I was like oooooh it's gna happen and then BAM hello xD Haha and the whole thing with the gay butler was that even necessary :L Oh well. It must have been somewhat awkward for leonardo decaprio when he was narrating haha. OMG HAHA THAT SCENE with his aunt in law where they thought the same thing but seriously HE KISSED HIS AUNT IN LAW WHAT EVEN! xD He's actually trying to find me...walking around with his fingers crossed during his frees LOL ahahaha...don't find me .-. You're never there anymore :( Oh well Day 12 Crap sooo I have permanent marker on a scab, and when I went to shower it wouldn't come off and the scab is like black now o_o Does that bit of skin...heal darker...black scars? .-. Here goes trying to get up at 6am, this is for you TSM don't let me down. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh nevermind...CAN'T SLEEP zzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZzz squiggle squiggle scibble scribble fuzz fuzz sigh asdgfhjklasdfghjklasdfghjklasdfghjkl like the lion from the Wizard of Oz, get some courage please. falalalalalallala tumble tumble toss and turn IT''S JUST SO HOT damn it burns, I might as well pull an all-nighter for 6am OMG first all-nighter at uni. sizzle sizzle sssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Crystal.
Labels: Reference to self Friday, 14 February 2014 // 12:04:00 am Lol so this is what it feels like. Every other time I hardly cared at all. I can't breathe, I don't know what's happening. Work is going to be a long day today, do I want it to be busy or not I don't know. If it was busy it would take my mind of things but what if it gets too stressful. If it's not busy then woo no stress but what if my mind wanders. Actually, I hope it's not busy so I can read. Great, just great. Come at me Saturday friggin come at me. After having the back of my heel bashed by the door, bashing my elbow on the wall, bashing my head on the cabinet, bashing my pelvis against the cash register, getting my finger stuck in the cash register, almost slipping and dying, getting a sore throat, having customers lash out at me, having a million eyes gawking at me going 'WHERE'S MY ORDER', taking a bazillion orders picking up the phone non stop not even having time to add up the orders, complaints, a yelling kitchen and an emotionally unstable self. I MADE IT. Stuff Valentine's Day. We had so many bookings for 2 people SO MANY and they were made TODAY, MAKE YOUR RESERVATIONS EARLIER GODDAMIT. And there were so many people picking up and making deliveries at the same time. For those people who don't believe in multitasking I WAS GODDAMN MULTITASKING. I'm pretty sure I've made a post before about how great it is to be honest. This customer lashing out at me...eugh you know what, I don't even want to talk about it, but bottom line don't lie please, you'll get found out one way or the other and it's going to come around and bite you back. My body is ready, to go home. I feel like I'm suppose to be more sad or more tired or more angry. More something. But I'm relatively calm....somewhat. F*** this get me home right now. I FORGOT TO RANT ABOUT SOMETHING. I'm sorry I know you nice customers mean well but DON'T SAY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ME. DO YOU NOT SEE I'M NOT HOME WITH MY BELOVED OTHER HALF (I DON'T HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW), MY COMPUTER, AND HERE WORKING, SERVING YOU, WHILST YOU WILL RETURN HOME, TO YOUR OTHER HALF. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M CELEBRATING? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I WAS SPENDING IT WELL HUH? HUH? HUH? HAPPY? ALSO GIRLS I'M DISAPPOINTED IN YOU. ALL I'M SEEING ON FACEBOOK ARE PICTURE OF YOU RECEIVING ROSES AND BRACELETS AND WHATNOT, WHERE'S YOUR PRESENT FOR HIM HUH WHERE IS HIS LARGE BOUQUET OF ROSES. Oh wait what exactly is the tradition for valentine's day...I actually haven't really looked into it because I could care less every other year but this year valentines day was on my work day SO. Do the guys get nothing...NOTHING? Labels: Reference to self |
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